Hello December

Hello December,

Where did you come from December? Weren’t you just here not to long ago? It sure does feel like it to me. I guess not though. I guess it’s really true that December is here. It must be because every where I turn I see Christmas decorations and busy people doing abnormal shopping. Oh December don’t worry I got my shopping done the week before Thanksgiving. I really didn’t want to be out there with everyone this year. It just didn’t thrill me any. Although I did do something shocking Dear December. I went out on Black Friday with my good friend. Yes, seriously I did. It was crazy and probably won’t ever go again but at lease I can say that I did it once before I die.

So December you are here. Lets make it a good one alright????

Sincerely, Me

Thanksgiving Eve

Here in a while it will be another Thanksgiving.  Over on Facebook people have been doing daily “what I’m thankful for” post.
I’m not into all those things. I mean I have things to be thankful for but I tend to just keep it to myself.
However tonight as I lay here I started thinking about all that I am thankful for. There’s a lot. I won’t list them all because who has the time for all that. I mean we all have got big meals to prepare.
Here are a few that keep popping into my mind the most.
1. My Godson.  This little boy has really help heal parts of my heart and mind. I get so down due to my health but within a few minutes of being with this sweet precious boy I feel so much better. This child means the world to me. I am very thankful to his Godmother. Dear Little Boy Ya-Ya loves you so much.
2. My team of doctors. It took a bit but I now have a really great team of docs that keep me moving forward.  This is something I am very thankful for. If I was still out in California I’m pretty sure I would be dead. My doctors are amazing and I’m so thankful.
3. I am also very thankful for someone that I’m not going to go into details about here. But I’m still so beyond thankful.  This person is not afraid to yell at me when I need to be yellet out.  (They yelled at me just last night and I needed it) They have stuck by my side and I love them very much.

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So many more things I could say but tonight those are the three that are on my mind the most.
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone.

I Just Don’t Know

I don’t know why I do the things I do. I dont know why I say the things I say. I struggle with ao much within. I don’t kn kw if I’m coming or going. 
I just dont know.

This Past Saturday

Ever have one of those days where you just can’t believe you actually accomplished something? Something that when most people hear what you did they say “WHAT! Wow!”

I had one of those moments this past Saturday. I still can’t believe it.

I FINISHED my Christmas shopping. Oh ya you read that right. I am done.

Yes, you read that right. I am done. While everyone else is out there this holiday season running around, getting stressed out, wishing they were over……….I will be home. HOME!

Now all I need is for Thanksgiving to get over so we can start decorating. That is one thing that I will wait for until after Thanksgiving.

But that Christmas Shopping….IT IS DONE!

My Mind

Here it is almost 4am and I’ve maybe have slept about a hour. Tonight’s mixture of pain and a mind that won’t quiet down is doing me in.
Uggg…my mind. I am glad that here on earth I am the only one with a lifetime membership to what goes on in there.
We all have things up there in our heads that we wish we could move to a deep dark vault, bury and forget where and what it was. I feel like over fifty percent of mine is that way.
There are things that I need to say to certain people that I just can’t say.  I try and try but I’m frozen in fear. There are feelings I wish I could share. But to many years of having my feelings not matter have taken a toll. A toll that causes those feelings to stay within. To stay with me until the day I close my eyes in death and finally get rest.

The Zombies Are Coming

The countdown to Austin’s Zombies arriving have begin. At lease around these parts anyways.

It won’t be long now before the 2013 Run For You Life 5k here in Austin.

Are you ready for the race? Whether a runner, zombie or volunteer it’s time to really kick up getting ready. Get out there run, lift some weights, eat right and remember “Cardio is important when surviving the zombie outbreak that is heading our way.”

In case you need some help with an easy beginners Zombie Outbreak Cardio here is something you can do at home.

Championship

As I sit here watching my sons team warm up for the last time this season, I find myself getting a little teary.
In thirty minutes they will play their championship game. These boys have worked hard this season to get here.
Specially my son.
This season he fought medical set backs as well as football games. Before every game and practice we made sure he had all the medicines he would need in case of certain things. 
He fought hard. Even on days when he wanted to give up he found the strength he needed to keep moving forward.  Not only for himself but for the team.
I am proud of you son. Now go kick some butt!

Championship

As I sit here watching my sons team warm up for the last time this season, I find myself getting a little teary.
In thirty minutes they will play their championship game. These boys have worked hard this season to get here.
Specially my son.
This season he fought medical set backs as well as football games. Before every game and practice we made sure he had all the medicines he would need in case of certain things. 
He fought hard. Even on days when he wanted to give up he found the strength he needed to keep moving forward.  Not only for himself but for the team.
I am proud of you son. Now go kick some butt!

Where’s The Pressure???

Water pressure that is. Where oh where is that little pesky thing we had this time yesterday called water pressure. We don’t have it. In fact no one on our street has it. We all have no clue where it’s gone to or when it will return. We all want it to return.

Earlier I was showering when my husband flushed the toilet. As soon as he flushed all the water in the shower turned off!!! TURNED OFF!!! Then once the flush was complete the shower turned back on.

INSANITY!!!!!!!! WE NEED OUR WATER PRESSURE BACK!!!!!

 

A New Adventure

Starting tomorrow I will be hosting a new blog. I’ve been asked by many to do the blog that I will be starting. I’m excited about this new adventure. But don’t worry this blog will still be my baby. I know that I do not post daily like I did with my previous blog. But there is a reason for that. I don’t want to get burned out. That is why I only post a couple times a week.

If you follow the blog on Facebook this new blog will not be posted on there. If you wish to follow the new blog just let me know and I will send you the information on it.

On that note…It’s time to start bed time routines around here. Good night everyone.